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comedy nights with kapil,why blog?


My head feels heavy today. I ask myself 'Did I sleep well?', in fact I over slept for 11 hours.

I notice my eyes are a bit swollen,'Did I cry last night?', yes there were few tears of laughter while watching 'Comedy Nights with Kapil'.

The weather outside  has its impact on how I feel inside, today is a bright sunny day, which is quite rare. Yet I fell dull and gloomy. 

Now I stare at the screen, I have so many thoughts running in my head, difficult to choose one. 
I chose none.

Today heart wins over mind, so its all about feelings, no thoughts.

It's tricky, because what I am feeling is so real right now but I am not finding exact words to express them.'I really need to improve my vocabulary', I tell myself.

For me it's easy to write about my thoughts, but about my feelings, it's NOT !

Have you ever felt the same???

I also realize that over years, I have trained myself to think rationally and act accordingly.

When was the last time, I did something without thinking at all???

I smile, why ? Can't write about it here.

Then why write at all? 

Why Blog?

I started blogging because I felt inspired reading others blog's.

I felt the desire to write and to be read.

I felt relieved about spreading a social message.

I felt excited when I could rewrite a tale with a twist.

I felt nervous while participating in contests.

I felt confident when my post got A WOW or a Tangy tuesday badge.

I felt stupid not knowing how to design my blogsite, home page, templates etc.

I felt sad the day I had no visitor's.

I felt noticed when my page view's increased.

I felt loved when I read the comments.

So many beautiful feelings in a short journey of just 34 days, what's in store for the days to come, I thought !




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51 comments:

  1. what a fight between thoughts and feelings, i have had those days.

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  2. apart from these .. it is still a learning platform for me .. well pointed things about why :) .. all the best for future !

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  3. and you will feel you are growing when you are able to convert the feelings and the reason for smile into words, which readers can relate to it without considering them as personal feelings.

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  4. Now, Now...i guess every blogger goes through the same cycle...:D..glad to have company...;) Include me in!! And welcome to the gang of bloggers...

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  5. Loved your free write. You have achieved so much in just 34 days. In fact i envy your tangy tuesday badge. I've submitted a few of my articles for this, but haven't found success so far.

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    1. Jini I appreciate your honesty :) and thank u ...
      my first entry got the badge but not others.Yet i continue submitting articles every tuesday and saturdays.

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  6. just 34 days? You are doing quite a good job for the time :) loved the post

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    1. Thank u ...
      I hope I can keep the passion alive.

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  7. A journey of just 34 days but you have all the ingredients of a seasoned writer. I too can express my thoughts freely but not my feelings. a lovely sweet post.

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    1. yes 34 days, actually today is 35th !
      Thanks Kalpana :))
      Your compliments mean a lot...

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  8. You have traveled so much in 34 days.Really a tour de force.Nicely written in racy style.

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  9. That was a wonderful Free Write, Ananya :) Hope you're enjoying your blogging :D Good going, dear!

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    1. Thanks Sreeja, Yeah enjoying it the fullest :d

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  10. A journey we all have been through and I quite enjoyed the last bit. Sad when no pageviews and of course happiness to see some activity on blog :-)

    Richa

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    1. Thanks Richa :))
      Yes since it was a free write, I just kept jotting my thoughts down what I was feelin at that moment.

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  11. These are the things about blogging.....glad to share the ins and outs wit you.

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  12. I am not a blogger and have not read many blogs.. but love to read yours. Very well expressed about your feelings. Keep going girl :>)

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    1. :)) Thanks Priyanka, YOur words made my day !

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  13. Why blog? That's the question every blogger has I suppose. Didn't realise you've only been blogging for 34 days...such a newbie (and it makes me feel old!) I think as long as you write what you love, the comments and followers will come as they will see the passion in your posts. Happy blogging and hope you enjoy the journey!

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    1. Thanks :)) for your warm wishes !
      Cheers to blogging cheer

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  14. Nicely written fight of thoughts with feelings. I will visit your blog more often now, I am loving it.

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    1. Thanks Hemlata...
      Can I say I am flattered :))

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  15. Just 34 days and so mature writing. Great going Ananya

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  16. You have been blogging since the last 34 days??!! Wow!! Doesnt look like that!! A fab start and wishing you the very best in your blogging journey! :)

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  17. WOW!! just 34 days!! you will go a long way girl!! Congratulations for your WOW and Tangy Tuesday Badges!! I am still waiting for mine :(

    And that thing about writing down the feelings, its always the difficult part!

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    1. Thanks NIbhz :))
      Am still working on writing my feelings...

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  18. Don't worry Ananya, here comes a term known as friend, who can always help you to come out of all the above questions. I am quite sure you must have so many good friends who can help you out to resolve everything....

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  19. WOW! :) Just 34 days! Great going! May you attain all what you wish! :)
    You have joined all the right places too.
    I joined IB & BlogAdda a year after creating my Blog! Now it's been 1 & 1/2 years and I can identify with you :)
    And I am yet to earn a Tangy Tuesday badge though trying for 2 months now :)

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    1. Thanks Anita :)) for ur warm wishes...
      Ya even I try for a spicy saturday badge...every week..but no success :)

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  20. Good Post...I Really enjoy your writing Ananya..Very scholastic Writing .

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  21. Thoughts (logical) help us to survive while feelings don’t; hence get less respect than thoughts.
    It’s very tough to write about feelings. But you have done in this post. That too well!

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    1. Thanks Saket :))
      Ya its very difficult to write about our inner most feelings,
      but am gonna give it a shot !

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  22. Beautifully written Ananya. I can see you have manged to convey your feelings through your thoughts.
    I regularly have those days. Being an introvert, I don't always like to bare my feelings.

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