My head feels heavy today. I ask myself 'Did I sleep well?', in fact I over slept for 11 hours.
I notice my eyes are a bit swollen,'Did I cry last night?', yes there were few tears of laughter while watching 'Comedy Nights with Kapil'.
The weather outside has its impact on how I feel inside, today is a bright sunny day, which is quite rare. Yet I fell dull and gloomy.
Now I stare at the screen, I have so many thoughts running in my head, difficult to choose one.
I chose none.
Today heart wins over mind, so its all about feelings, no thoughts.
It's tricky, because what I am feeling is so real right now but I am not finding exact words to express them.'I really need to improve my vocabulary', I tell myself.
For me it's easy to write about my thoughts, but about my feelings, it's NOT !
Have you ever felt the same???
I also realize that over years, I have trained myself to think rationally and act accordingly.
When was the last time, I did something without thinking at all???
I smile, why ? Can't write about it here.
Then why write at all?
I started blogging because I felt inspired reading others blog's.
I felt the desire to write and to be read.
I felt relieved about spreading a social message.
I felt excited when I could rewrite a tale with a twist.
I felt nervous while participating in contests.
I felt confident when my post got A WOW or a Tangy tuesday badge.
I felt stupid not knowing how to design my blogsite, home page, templates etc.
I felt sad the day I had no visitor's.
I felt noticed when my page view's increased.
I felt loved when I read the comments.
So many beautiful feelings in a short journey of just 34 days, what's in store for the days to come, I thought !